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It’s Friday and this has truly been a week of being tested! From working on special projects to maintaining home and my personal life. I used to believe that when you become an adult you’ve arrived and some things you just stop worrying and thinking about. That couldn’t be further from the truth! What happens is you just begin to worry about things that actually matter. Furthermore, I am learning that worrying never changed anything! The moment I begin to exercise my faith things start to change. Not only am I able to see myself through various situations but I can also watch how God works everything out for my good. I am so blessed and I refuse to allow life to steal my joy! Let go, and let GOD! He’s able!!!! Be safe, be blessed, and know that you are loved.

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A moment of transparency….

While most people were sleeping last night, I laid awake processing my life and my plans vs God’s plan. I laid there thinking, wondering, and asking God when he will answer my prayers. While I do thank him for all he’s already done, I am ever curious about the things HE’s still gonna do. Meanwhile, I read and stumbled across things on social media that actually brought so much more clarity. I was reminded of my strengths and definitely some of the areas that I fall short in. What I did affirm in those quiet hours of reflection is that I AM ENOUGH. I don’t have to look like, act like, talk like, or pretend to be anything or anyone else. Im not for everybody, and everybody is not for me. God is wanting me to embrace the woman I’ve become and the woman HE has called me to be. It’s funny to watch yourself evolve right in the midst of transition. I forgive a little faster, I love a little harder, I work harder at being more understanding, and I am definitely learning patience. This process is NOT for the faint at heart, but for those who are willing to push through. The things that used to bring me tears and cause my heart to grieve are no longer. I have awaken, and I have ARRIVED! Today I can be grateful for every hurt, every disappointment, and every situation that has molded me into being the BEST version of me. I am so excited about the things God is doing. I just can’t keep it to myself. Have a wonderful day. Be safe, be blessed, and know that you are loved. ❤️

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Just a thought. So, I was scrolling FB this morning and came across a meme that basically says we make the choice each day to either be healed or unhealed. This is such a profound way of looking at life. I agree that we don’t always get to live as we choose and sometimes circumstances and situations make living each a day little more difficult, but ultimately we have a choice on how we handle it. We can either sit in an unhealthy, bound, stuck situation or we can make the choice to live beyond our fears and failures! Even though I tread in unfamiliar territory and remain in constant battle between how I feel and pushing toward my purpose, I choose to LIVE no matter what! I can, and I will survive! Live, love, and die with purpose and for a purpose. Have an awesome Saturday and know that you are loved. ❤️ Be safe, be blessed……

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Day 19

Now what? Now that you’ve gone through the fire, taken time to process, what’s next? For me, it would have to be staying focused on what matters the most. God! When you lose sight of who and what’s important you find yourself distracted and that’s where the disruption begins. Keep your heart, your mind, and your spirit stayed on God. Everything else will fall into place. Distractions come to knock you off your purpose. Do NOT be deceived! Stay focused and in everything you do put God First! If he allowed it, he’ll get you through it! Trust me, better days are coming. Have a wonderful day. Be safe, be blessed, and know that you are loved. ❤️

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Day 18

Feeling like myself again. It took a few days, a couple weeks, and many hours of tears, pain, and sometimes despair but I made it. Nobody ever tells you that the process is painful. They just tell you to trust it. That’s so much easier said than done! What I will say is this, things that I thought I wouldn’t recover from I have. Feelings I thought wouldn’t go away, did. People I was unsure about forgiving, I have. You see I didn’t and I won’t allow the process to break me! I could have given up, thrown in the towel, vowed to never love again but I didn’t. What I will do is keep loving, love even harder, and remember that to love and be loved is a gift. Not everybody is capable of receiving the gift nor reciprocating it. I’ve learned that God is and will always be the only constant in my life. People change, they walk away, they fail, they mislead, and unfortunately they die. In God should all my trust lie. I am excited about my life and everything that God is doing. I may not understand it, but I trust HIM. Better days are coming, I’m trusting the process. There’s a shift, and I can feel it. Have a wonderful day. Be safe, be blessed, and know that I love you. ❤️

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Day 17

Don’t give up! You are on the homestretch. Don’t get anxious, don’t get frustrated, don’t stress, and don’t worry! God has begun a new thing in you and it’s just about time for all to be revealed. The word brought forth today during worship encouraged us to “Be Patient with the Process.” Sometimes we get so anxious and uncomfortable that we hinder ourselves while in the process. I know it may hurt, you may not understand, and you may just be tied if going through. No matter what keep going, and DON’T GIVE UP! You are so close to your breakthrough!!! The process may be painful, but the reward will be beyond your imagination. Stay the course and trust the process! You’re almost there. Be safe, be blessed, and know that I love you! ❤️

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Day 15

Therapy. The good part about therapy is that you are provided a continuous opportunity to evaluate where you’ve been, where you are, and where you’re going. Today, I must say was a GOOD session. We laughed, talked about ways of managing my fears, and how to control without controlling. You see, sometimes we focus so much on the pain that we never evaluate the growth. We all have the opportunity to grow. The decision is yours. Grow or stay stuck! The journey continues, 6 more days. Have a fabulous Friday! Be safe, be blessed, and know that I love you. ❤️

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Day 14

All things are working for my good. How do I know that? Because God is INTENTIONAL, never failing! The less I worry, the better the outcome. Worrying interrupts your faith and belief that God will take care of you. Life happens, situations occur, people change, but God is always with us. Take comfort in knowing that you are never alone. When feelings of doubt, worry, and insecurity begin to develop, start praying. Focus your attention on HIM and I promise your perspective will change. God has created each of us to HIS perfection. Your purpose, your plan, your journey, was designed just for you. Trust the process and know that God loves you, and HE cares for YOU. Have a great day. Be safe, be blessed, and know that I love you.❤️

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Day 11

Standing in your truth and accepting what is can be painful. While facing your life and unseen future can be a bit scary at times, you have to remain faithful and grounded in God’s word. With everything going on in your life stay mindful of what’s important. Don’t get caught up in the emotional battle of what was, yet focus you attention on God and his promises. I struggled with writing anything today as I am forced to face my mother’s birthday and she is no longer here. You see death brings about a variety of feelings and emotions. Topped with life if can be a destructive internal battle. But! It doesn’t have to be. Stand in your truth, allow yourself to be broken, and know that your BEST days are ahead of you. Be safe, be blessed, and know that I love you. ❤️

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Day 9

Enjoy yourself. Find ways to keep your mind busy. Sometimes we have to develop a new norm. I find evenings are the most difficult times for me. So, I have adjusted my schedule to include new things to do. Your mind will only do what it has been trained to do. Be careful to not fall into old, unhealthy habit’s. That is a trap of the enemy!!! The enemy doesn’t want you to heal and be happy. He does his best work when you remain stuck, unwilling to change, and uninspired about your future. Surround yourself with positive, uplifting people. Engage in healthy activities that promote and push you towards your purpose. Exercise. Taking care of your body is just as important as taking care of your mind. Get out and move. Lastly, continue to pray. Oftentimes when we begin to feel better our pray life drops off. BIG mistake! Your prayer life is just as important when you are “good” as it is when you’re in the valley. I hope your day is filled with lots of fun and laughter. Be safe, be blessed, and know that I love you. ❤️

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