Day 18

Feeling like myself again. It took a few days, a couple weeks, and many hours of tears, pain, and sometimes despair but I made it. Nobody ever tells you that the process is painful. They just tell you to trust it. That’s so much easier said than done! What I will say is this, things that I thought I wouldn’t recover from I have. Feelings I thought wouldn’t go away, did. People I was unsure about forgiving, I have. You see I didn’t and I won’t allow the process to break me! I could have given up, thrown in the towel, vowed to never love again but I didn’t. What I will do is keep loving, love even harder, and remember that to love and be loved is a gift. Not everybody is capable of receiving the gift nor reciprocating it. I’ve learned that God is and will always be the only constant in my life. People change, they walk away, they fail, they mislead, and unfortunately they die. In God should all my trust lie. I am excited about my life and everything that God is doing. I may not understand it, but I trust HIM. Better days are coming, I’m trusting the process. There’s a shift, and I can feel it. Have a wonderful day. Be safe, be blessed, and know that I love you. ❤️

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